Terrible night last night...couldnt fall asleep till 4, the dog nudged me around 5 am and I started awake, gasping, eyes wide, heart pounding like a drum...couldnt fall back asleep till 8...and had the most vivid nightmares. I may have to move to my aunt's after all, but at least I made it till christmas. Happy Christmas! Heehee...I was just described as "romantically ATROPHIED!!!" Alas, my poor tangled love life, or lack there of....
Another poem for today

Forgotten not forgiven,
Forgiven not forgotten,
There is no absolution when insanity's begotten,
My obliette echoes with deceit
And the taste is bittersweet upon my tongue.
Savory madness, delectable demons,
They smell of city smoke and icicles and semen.
But there is beauty in it all
There are graceful ways to fall
If you find your clarion call before you
meet the ground.